The Void? The Void.

Eventually, a time shall come when people would enter THE VOID. The moment when time just seems to pass you by helplessly and you're stuck at a stagnant phase, like sands slipping through fingers and you're just frozen at the spot, asking yourself why you ought to care about it. The Void is the longest phase in one's life--ar at least, feels the longest--and it's the most unsatisfying one and for som reason, you just can't care about it. Have you ever felt that way before? Coz I know I'm in it just about now, hopelessly so, and it's gnawing at my limbs already, dragging me backwards and at no where while the world with its people and life pass me by. You become undriven, unmotivated, unliving ang goal-less. Living but nor truly living, seeing but not comprehending, hearing but not listening and so forth... Everything just seems so backwards and you can't even feel hurt enough or worried enough to come save yourself. It feels so soul-less, your body moving by itself thru experience and you're just left staring and wating as events unfold in front of you, never becoming part of them. Like a butterfly that has decided to bcome a decor on a frame--one that didn't even require pins for it to stay there. Moving but not really moving. Somone stuck at the moment where nothig magnanimous, elemental or worth noticing is happening, A bookmark stuck in on place wherby the pages were skimmed by already.

And I feel sooo damn lazy. Wondering when I'll get out of this--(coz eventually, I know I will as with all who happens to enter The Void)--but not lifting a bloody finger or a toe to at least budge an inch from where I'm standing, frozen and forgotten, in the Tides of Time.